LET US LAY ASIDE ALL EARTHLY CARE
From “Life of St. Papa-Nicholas Planas. ”
One day, after the Liturgy, we took a carriage and
went somewhere together with Father (Fr. Nicholas Planas, Ed.). In the carriage
he said to us:
“Today Chrysoula was also in church.”
“No, my Father,” we said to him, “she wasn’t.”
“Why, what are you saying? I censed her.” He
responded.
“No,” we repeated, “she wasn’t there.”
“Oh, well,” he said without any concern, and then with
conviction, “it was her spirit.”
We wondered at what he told us, because the same thing
had occurred at a certain monastery, where the priest censed the stall of an
absent deacon and would not cense a monk who was in his stall. The monk
wondered about this and complained to the priest; how did he omit to cense him,
even though he passed in front of him, and yet censed the empty stall? And thus
the priest was given an opportunity to hear the confessions of both, that is,
what thoughts they had during the Liturgy.
The monk confessed that his mind ran
towards thoughts which were sinful and far removed from his sacred calling.
Whereas the poor deacon, even though he had undertaken a duty outside of the
church, kept his mind present in church.
For this reason we also asked the sister (Chrysoula,
to whom Fr. Nicholas had referred to, Ed.) what she had been thinking of during
the previous day, and she said (with great simplicity, for she was illiterate)
that her mind and soul had been present at the Divine Liturgy. Her hands were
weaving, but her mind was wholly in church. This was why Father Nicholas saw
her, and censed her, and without hesitation said that it was her spirit.
Let us also take care when we are in church. Is our
spirit also present along with us? The Church cries out with her compunctionate
hymn: Let us lay aside all earthly care, etc. Do we hear, or does each one of
us bring many thoughts unsuitable for the place in which we are present? It is
a sad thing that we cannot become masters of the spirit, to control it, to command
it to think upon the Heavenly Mystery: the descent of the Lord during the
solemn hour of the Liturgy, etc. Whereas we see a simple soul who, even though
in reality she was doing other pressing and earthly chores, noetically was
found present in church.
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